WEBFUCKER
my name is benny
i also go by 'whalefall;' it's three things; a name you can call me, a scientific phenomenon i think is cool, and an ephemeral, transient location i think is cool
i'm physically disabled, a cripple. i don't get out a lot, and apparently i resemble a NEET
when i do get out, i like to loiter, trespass, and take photos of stuff
i'm a guy. i am a weird guy, a queer guy; a dog-like bastard. some pronouns you can use to refer to me or mine, if you really need to do that, are he, him, and his
beyond any label; my name, what you or i might perceive to be my identity, any label at all, beyond it all, is a person. i am not what i say. i am not what you see. i am what i do, i am what i make, i am who i love, i am everyone in my community, i am beyond the binary, and beyond all language. fuck you
i am not quite beyond all language, just the one i grew up around. i am learning Greek, because nobody saw the need to teach it to me as a child. i am from Greece. more specifically, more recently, Ilioupoli, Athens, and before that, Crete
i live in a shithole, with shitty, abusive immediate family, in a shit city, in a shitty country (Amerikkka). in a shitty world
i am political because i have to be, not because i want to be. i actually hate talking about politics, so if i ever do, it's because there's something important, important to all of us, or even just to me, not because i'm an activist. activism is a career, and remember, i am unhireable
i also don't have a manifesto, and if i did, it would change all the time as i get disillusioned with its current state over and over and over. things like Black Lives Matter, Land Back, and Free Palestine are almost always merely slogans; the genuine sentiments behind them are or should be a given, and human interactions are so based in branding, marketing, capitalism, to the point where i feel advertising any political stance in that kind of language feels more like you're trying to gain brownie points rather than sharing how you actually feel, or even more potently, what you actually do
i am ugly and mean
contact options: send me an electronic mail